I woke up this morning thinking of Colin. Our Colin. Our funny, dear, sweet, gentleman, ladies man, wacky, lovable Colin. I think yesterday post and todays post on Bless Our Hearts, says everything that is in my heart about our Colin. Go to: http://www.blessourhearts.net/ to read about our dear Colin and see some photos of our Colin.
Is it time to let Colin rest and quit going on an don about him? I don't know if I will ever be able to stop talking about our Colin. Wednesday is his memorial service, maybe that will help. Something has to help my heart from leaking tears.
I managed to get Larry's suitcase with little difficulties from the US Airways people. I got work done, I got home and found that Larry had swept the front porch and vacuumed and then carpet cleaned the living room carpet. No, really, he did. I was amazed, thrilled. I was very humble and nice to him, and thanked him for all his work. I do appreciate it. And I am happy to have him here when he is being helpful and pleasant. No drugs, well, except for the prescribed meds. No alcohol. You know I can actually remember why I married him 25 years ago.
So, a short post because Ms Moon has said what is in my heart.
Is it time to let Colin rest and quit going on an don about him? I don't know if I will ever be able to stop talking about our Colin. Wednesday is his memorial service, maybe that will help. Something has to help my heart from leaking tears.
I managed to get Larry's suitcase with little difficulties from the US Airways people. I got work done, I got home and found that Larry had swept the front porch and vacuumed and then carpet cleaned the living room carpet. No, really, he did. I was amazed, thrilled. I was very humble and nice to him, and thanked him for all his work. I do appreciate it. And I am happy to have him here when he is being helpful and pleasant. No drugs, well, except for the prescribed meds. No alcohol. You know I can actually remember why I married him 25 years ago.
So, a short post because Ms Moon has said what is in my heart.
I just wrote Pat in an e-mail that I wondered if we would ever stop crying and isn't it the truth that the more joy a person brings us in life, the more sorrow his death brings us?
ReplyDeleteI am so worried about his sweet French lady.
I am sorry that you lost a dear friend. It will happen more and more to each of us. I can be grateful for those that have died. I remember them. That is how they stay with me.
ReplyDeleteMy Dear sister, I am so sorry to hear about Colin. You are such a strong lady with ALL you deal with. I'm glad it was a good visit with Larry. I keep sending you positive energy, full of Love, Peace, and Health. You are always in my heart and prayers.
ReplyDeleteLove, Love, Sioux